here are the pics i failed to upload

this stupid blogspot is quite a pain in the a** sometimes, wanted to hit the sacks early!!! anyway here are the pics supposed to go together with the previous post.

merry xmas to all in advance.....

i am there...somewhere beyond the horizon......

good to have a pool side party~

have a great weekend people~!

yet another week...yet another friday...

hmm, first of all...like to explain that this blog is not updated on a weekly basis....its just that i was really occupied with something else.....i know alot of people miss me writing here...wahahha.....

i don't want to bother u people with some of my thoughts about pain, departure, memories, cries, sadness, "the world eating me up", "people eating me up", etc..... its friday and its meant to be happy~, happening, ......joyous, what else....arhh.....forget it....

it was a tremendous week.....busy busy busy.....since sunday i hardly had any time to do some sport.(oh yah, not that i don't want to...my ankle is still miraculously not back to its full operational form since about one week ago...that was when i use my left leg to kick a reckless taxi away to help save someone..) .... to catch a movie....make an effort to meet with my friends...let alone say to continue my quest in search of the "one"...

oh yah, went to studio on sunday after missing it for 2 weeks due to my sch assignments and such...really miss going there and that day was rather good....esp, till the end when i had to take sk and b.....they really made my day....made my week and month in fact......b never speak so much to me before......sk too.....it was really an enjoyable session......whole studio filled with our voices and laughters......b was describing to me the story of her drawing....while sk was busy trying "memorised" my name.....she gave me all sort of names she can think of but not my actual one.....thomson...zhejie.....gunhao....blah blah....i appreciate her spending the effort....somehow...finally i made them remember my name.....told them i would test them when class ends at 6.....while finishing up on their artwork.....at around 6....sk suddenly ask me what time is it......i told her 6:10.....and she asked me again, "are you going to test us for your name?".....i smiled and both b and sk started to say "your name is genghao...genghao...genghao.....(kept repeating)"....that was really a unexplainable kinda joy.... not trying to exhibit the sensitive side of me here...but it was really a great feeling....some feelings that i probably had not experienced in years.......(there are lots of things which i don't say in the past...and that is not necessarily a wise option)

sk, kh, b

sk, kh, b

ok, so much for the kids.....nothing much about the weekdays...busy...eat...sleep...waste money.....lazy/tired to update blog......busy...eat...sleep...waste money.....lazy/tired to update blog.....busy...eat...sleep...waste money.....lazy/tired to update blog......busy...eat...sleep...waste money.....lazy/tired to update blog........face the computer about 15 hrs a day and i think i need to get a pair of spectacles soon..... haha

just finish helping my friend update photoes on his webbie and to the courtesy of him....i get the permisson to put some of his pictures to share with you all......taken in komodo...bali i supposed.....btw he is a diver/avid photographer.....stunning pics of his trips he will show you.....

blinkblinkblink and its friday.

My BNP is on tv again…… reckoned that she might be probably talking about sports this time as I see images of tiger woods….Zinedine Zidane (now if you know why I use caps for zz and not for tw) on the screen. Wasn’t listening to her at all as my earphones were on and I was listening to the familiar tracks of Rip Slyme-masterpiece/tasogare surround……DJ Krush-Pendulum and Aerosmith-Angel…..

*music still running
I turned to look at the “bus” of people (*note that bus is not the appropriate collective term for describing people…..if I am not wrong its company of people….anyway, I used bus because I want to describe the people who are on board the bus). All the same bored, tired and restless face; just from the expressions alone. What they are thinking or really feeling? I do not know. Maybe this….maybe that…..I do not wish to guess or try interpret…..However it lead me to thinking what is the kind life I want to lead…..The so-call “typical” Singaporean life? (now, how do we define that word typical of someone else’s’ life?....i think its bullshit if its has a standard definition). Anyway, I think I know what kind it has to be….Tasogare Surround best describes it…….not totally, but a fraction of it……anyhow, I got to fight to make it work…SC....

It’s not about giving others what they want, but helping them getting it / achieving it. That is if you want to be purely helpful and kind I suppose?

I forgotten…Good Morning~

monday blues will be over in 53mins

evening to all~

Hmm...for those who has been reading my earlier post, you might have noticed that i may have used the word 'abstract' incorrectly, corrected by my friend earlier on...i decided to quickly log in and inform you guys of the correction. due to my ethusiast of sharing and not wanting to pollute my friends of my inaccurate use of vacabulary and the possibility of someone out that picking the words that i have been using.....i had better used some proper english....

While i am writing this new post to correct the word 'abstract' to 'extract'....soon to be vet/doc ming said that i could be right.....#%"$&#$&!!.... well i did check the dictionary actually....or maybe the dictionary is not trustworthy as well.....haha...u guys decide then...which is better...anyway talking to you all makes me feel like talking to cows or walls(to be more civilised).....对牛弹琴 u all know?.......hahah....i am not insulting u all.....don't get me wrong.....its just like so dumb sometimes typing to imaginary/virtual audiences. wondering if you all have any idea of what i am saying... its a so linear type of interaction.....

thats what i feel its so strange about all these blogging phenomenal......

anyway, i was on the bus again today when some thoughts came to my mind unexpectedly. some people say they fear lonliness....i think for me, i fear getting use to loneliness unknowingly....in fact i fear "getting use to alot of things" unknowingly....k...nuff of thoughts....

My mum bought a musical CD!!! frankly...i was shocked.....shocked to see that she bought a CD in the last 25 years? shocked to hear that she went to orchard to look for this disc....shocked to see her taking out the orange gramophone plastic bag....shocked to see the disc she bought....almost the exact songs i have heard daily during my cultural studies and music history modules in school.....yes...classicals from the likes of beethovan, strauss, mozart, tchaikovsky, pachelbel etc.....brilliant indeed.......listening to them now while i am finishing up on the last few lines......hmm...u ever wonder like me?.....wonder how well you understand your folks?.....

alright, goodnight.

monday blues huh....

Morning to all~

Saw this abstract of an interview on channelnewsasia today while on the bus…..
Thought it will be something interesting to share…..

BNP: what is the x-factor that you think differentiate one from the other in career management?

BBM: it has been said before……positive thinking…and passion, being the catalyst.

BNP: how can someone be successful with his career management?

BBM: be the best at what he or she is doing, this is the one way where you can be significant and be noticed.

BNP: erhhh erhhh….(haha, I can’t remember the questions)

BBM: think and act like the boss….not posing as the boss but thinking from your boss’s point of view….

BBM: be willing to take on stretched assignments……(going the extra mile for what you do I think….)

*The above interview was summarized and paraphrased to the best of my “non-photographic memory”….
*BNP – Beautiful News Presenter
BBM – Bespectacled Business Man

ouchhhh......

sensational morning.......when i landed akwardly with the outside of my left leg.....for that spilt second of enjoying my still "workable left foot"......i know wats gonna come right next after would be a very "long forgotten" feel of pain that makes me squashed my eyes shut enjoying that sensation.....it wasn't the pain that was hurting....it was the feeling of my tissues ripping thru' the point of impact beneath my skin that hurts....it was a disgusting and nauseous one...... its like squeezing a sealed up pack of grass jelly so hard that everything burst out.....

so much for my sharing.....now going to recieve more tormentation from my father....sure it will hurt more but it helps.....

Thursday morning, a different morning.....

morning to all~

not so much of a rush today, tried my best to be late......wished i had forgotten something......but all did not happen......damn......

anyway...enjoy your day...

damn.....i washed my left hand.....

rainy morning again....got up early....BAHMMM...BIMM....BWHAMM.....get out of my house with my mum @ 8...forgotten something and had to go back and take it.........late i am going to be......as i sat there waiting for te bus../ listening to this orchestral track on my discman, i looked up and watch the drizzle falling over the the tree top by the road side and the white, blue, orange hdb flat composing 80% of the background.

as long as i could remember, i have not look at this particular tree @ this particular angle for more then 20secs before....i was thinking....maybe its the mellow, slow muisc i was listening to that causes this.....the mood was there....the mood was right for me to enjoy this marvellous morning...appreciating the beautiful greens that the tree has produced........if its some hiphop or rock, i probably would spare no more then half a sec......(u get what i am trying to say here? haha)

Anyway the view was very nice...it was something which in my 20 over years stay there that i had hardly notice......anyway that was only the beginning to to a more wonderful morning......lucky i forgotten my stuff...lucky i did not rush to take a cab....luckily...i was late....it was a pleasant bus ride.....it felt like eternity and i wished i didn't have to alight..... a feeling so familiar 10 years back...it makes me realise that not all things are lost.....

こんばんわ～

hmm....最近、私はが学校と仕事の物なら、とても忙しいです。時間は短いでなりました。選択はたくさんなるよ。。。。どしたもいですよ？

今、ここに幾つか"quotes"分ける。。。

"By the time a man realizes that maybe his father was right, he usually has a son who thinks he's wrong." - Charles Wadsworth

"What we have to learn to do, we learn by doing." - Aristotle

"Good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment." - Barry LePatner

how will you truly understand 'x' when you don't know what 'y' is. - KH...

*x is a variable and can be replaced by words like "goodness, happiness, ups, pros, etc".
*y is a variable and can be replaced by words like "bad, unhappy, downs, cons, etc" respectively.
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Yest night had a weird dream...... in the middle of the night, feeling adventurous, me and my friends visited this house that is supposed to be vacant. When me and my friends proceeded upstairs to check out the rooms, we were quite shocked to see someone lying on the bed...as we are about to leave, we turned and saw someone looking at us walking down the stairs.......it was extremely dark and what we saw was only a vague figure......we got frantic and wanna get out of the house, opening all the wrong doors send the shiver up our spine more...and when we thought we were all trapped, a golden retriever appear from nowhere and direct us to a whistler up a door frame.....we blew it and....tadaaaa! we awake from our sleep in the midst of a sunny afternoon @ home....

Thinking Opposite

The reasonable man adapts himself to the enviroment.
The unreasonable man adapts the environment to himself.
All progress depends on the unreasonable man.

-George 'something'

It's such good weather todae, gloomy sky and chilling breeze.....lazy to write...will just post some pics.....

got this brochure when i visted singapore recently.

my mammoth parked in my garage.... seldom use it...haven't get the engine for it yet

didn't know it changed so much and so well.....

stacks of stairs (not beautifully taken though..lazy to redo the shoot)

taken from my window 3days ago @8am or so.......

taken from my window again mins earlier....feels like i am in some other part of the world

i am studious too ok, wahahahahah

friends...friends...friends

so many definations for so many people.....had a "not so enjoyable night" yest compared to thursday @ no.5....went there again yest, and the waitress were nice....remembered us a nd greeted us with a warm smile....that sincerity, was the best of the night.......

had the usual booze/drinks and food.....stuff that makes every quarter-life crisis guys like me grow fatter and uglier.....same place...diff storey and almost the same food....quite enjoyable till more and more people joined us......(its not that i am anti-social or anything...its just the crowd probably......i feel they have no idea why they met us and what the hell they are talking about.....its just different interest and things like that may not work on me anymore...) like.....don't laugh when its not funny, don't agree when you had no idea what i am talking about....and don't talk like you know me very well.....it's such kind of feelings that really make me feel sick while looking @ the great pretender sitting opposite me......show some sincerity at least!

maybe i am just babbling nonsense, maybe i am just in a foul mood talking rubbish.....they should really stay at home and accompany their folks.....and i should be at home too...can't really appreciate the "happening" happenings....

anyway, the visit to velvet has no diff from paying so much to visit the zoo.....just that at velvet u keep a look out for girls....and in the zoo u keep a look out for the new species of animal.it was a boring night.....its no longer exciting like before.. the moment i step into a club, i feel like getting out......is that a sign of old age?? a stage where u dun feel u could blend into the crowd anymore.......heck i am just 24+.

thanks for reading till this line........this must have been the most rubbish piece of post i have ever posted...haha there are some points which i can't even come to terms with....just hope everyone be true to yourself and others.

into a vomit - the source

ok...forget about sharing.....just relax in your chair and get bored while reading this........

there could be a ladder i might be able to climb....if its a bluff or taken away.....i will create my own.

ok goodnight folks.....

anyone willing to share?

too many choices, too little time~

not that i am lazy or anything, but just bothered by some uncertainties. but doesn't mean its anything bad.....pros and cons comes hand in hand....just a matter of how i look at it....

had a great weekend? mine was fairly enjoyable stretching from last thurs till the dusk of sunday. thursday-sentosa's "dirt jumping", 20 games of pool@east coast...friday-drinking again..saturday-4hrs of soccer which made me felt like the same old "fitter" kenghow, chill@sgh, watching pathetic england lose.... sunday-filiming in the morning and with kids again@art studio later on.

anyway ming asked to post some pics......don't really know what to post.....wait till i have something better.

anyway, my world cup is over.

Ok, back to my title for the day~~~does anyone has somethin interesting to talk about or share or discuss can drop a comment or something? (not about what you've eaten for breakfast or how you missed the bus, etc)...hmm........Don't be LAZY LAH!............