the fastest way to eat a muffin that doesn't belong to you

it took me 11 days to come to blogsopt.com and to key in my username and password. the ease of writing seems to have drift away from me and i just can't seem to be able to write anymore. probably its the amount of "concentration" i put in during my day work.

reading a very interesting book titled "the valkyries" by paulo coelho. a book on sorcery, magic, wisdom and as stated on the back cover of the book, the question of "why do we destroy the things we love most". By the way this book only cost 8 bucks in philippines compared to those 17+, 19+ and 20+ in singapore.

An extremely hectic month and months its going be for me. back to sch last week, had some presentaion and more assignments to "clear" before end oct comes. still trying to find that balance we ought to have in my life. now slowly i can see its beginning to tilt towards that and i will continue to strive and make it that way.

Today i was thinking, would i be happier to have tonnes of money and be able to buy a few thousand dollars bag "effortlessly" or to work and save tirelessly to buy that particular bag. which would you prefer?

yyyyy is feeling down these days, friends at school bullied him and no one cares about him. he walks on the pavement and he was kicked to the pavement by cyclists. he thinks that none of his friends care for him. he thought everything is so meaningless, he gets upset and cries and curse everyone else. he doesn't realise these are the things that mould him that could make him a stronger person. just when he thinks the whole world doesn't understand him, he should have thought that maybe he doesn't understand others as well. not all things can be judge by appearances, jjjjj(yyyyy's used to be good pals) tells him. if only things were so simple, life would seriously loses it interest, its the challenges faced that makes life, that makes yyyyy himself or somebody he will grow up to be. jjjjj always remembers the good old days as a child. a time when innocence, naiveness and fun replaces the problems and complexity of thoughts of adults. at a earlier moment of life where jjjjj and yyyyy would always go and visit that beautiful shady apple tree that is lcoated on this hill opposite their house across a river. Only playing and having fun all day long, they will one day grow up and will learn the ways to understand what its all about.

Just ask and quickly put it into your mouth before an answer was given. thats the trick.

blazering hot babes.....

actually, i do not know what to write these days, if i were to write my state of mind, my thoughts or rather feelings these days......its probably gonna bore you or dampen your mood....as for activites wise, there isn't much to talk about either, just the huge gamble i took between my studies and work. constantly i am questioning myself whether is it worth it? but sometimes you just got to face such harsh facts that everything will not goes the way you have planned it to be.

history is continuingly to be written daily, every hr, every min, every second. this self activated process only seems to be developing at an scary pace. the faster the future takes place the faster i feel the past is drifting away from me..(seems like i still can't help but talk about feelings and thoughts blah blah..)....i hope a potion that can help me think differently exist. so i can glup it down and reset my way of thinking. i yearn to master the art of lateral thinking.....but not this particular kind that is so tormenting.

there isn't really much to write regarding the passed 10 days or so. kind of like celebrated my friend's birthday today, finally reached the quater-life crisis. could be considered the best so far in years, simple yet beautiful....

for those who are wondering what exactly has the title got to do with the contents of this post. think no further, you got to put your brain below your computer chair when you attempting to read contents from this block/blok/bloc....anyway tell me which guy on earth is not attracted to hot babes, i would love to meet him and give him a peace of my mind. stay true and be real for goodness.......read between the lines, behind, on top, below, smash it up and get to the inside of it.....

9th Aug, a day to remember

woke up at 9am, supposed to play soccer, but the ground is wet due to a morning shower(and i mean shower from the sky....not those in my bathroom) did nothing much, laze around and went to sleep again @ 13.44...

i realised how time is so easily wasted when i just talked about "nuaing" or relaxing at home.
if i were to sit doown and think, there could be quite a list of things i can do instead of just wondering what i should do. (erm don't try too hard to comprehend this statement, you can't do it)

1) start a series of japanese drama and finish it within the day.

2) learn to bake a cake.

3) re-decorate/design my room.

4) do some stuff for FB.

5)watch my "total trainings".

6) set up my dark room.

7) watch dvds with my folks.

8) help my mum look for the orchestra songs by kurt edelhagen (from a vinyl - "holiday in italy") dated 1972.

9) learn drifting.

10) oh yah! do my school assignments!!!

11) update the d*** blog.

12) continue to think what to fill in for 13, 14, 15 adn so on....

anyway its national day, thought the its gonna be another super bored and wasted day, but it wasn't. today i drove my dad for the first time and maybe my mum 3rd....but both of them together, its a first... its something i had wanted to do very much....went to my uncle's place for dinner and watch fireworks? those things that burst out in the sky? is that call fireworks? or is there a more profound term? anyway, i am not so much into the fireworks, cause its the company there thats counts and it was nice. we rolled our own "popiah"...drink chinese tea....watch fireworks.....simple but enjoyable.... regret forgetting to bring my camera thou.....if not i could post some here. just imagine ok.....fireworks bursting in radial manners....contrast in size, colours and height of projection......haha ok goodnight..

probably will upload some misc pics tomorrow.....if i were to upload now...the slow server will most likely cause me to sleep 1hr later....

toomanyminds

*listening to Steady&Co-Only Holy Story...

KH: welcome to the world of falsification, pretention and hypocrisy.....the truth hurts, but thats some survival skills to many..

GH: i still gotta try wanting it more than ever....

goodbye~