have not felt this way in years.....purest of joy i would describe it......thanks for everything, thanks for being there....you all know what i am talking about.....you know what i am talking about......a simple one is all i asked for and i will cherish it dearly...
for those who are not there...its not like i have forgotten....but its just the way i wanna have it this year....appreciate all the wishes~
"living the moment" as i put it so smoothly....meant a lot greater deal than the ease of how it was being put across....now, i shall have renewed strength to protect this thing (not exactly a proper term) that is of such great importance and dear to me....
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
tomorrow never knows.
i do not know if i have a similar title before, but this is what i feel like writing.....
Since near a year ago till today, every month, every week, everyday, every minute and every secs, i did what i've wanted to do and i said what i've wanted to say for i know there is a possibility that i i might be gone tomorrow (i.e. die or get abducted by aliens) its not necessary a pessimistic thinking but it gives me a different approach towards life and living (probably optimistic from another view). In simpler words, ....(you all will know what that is)......
the good will last as long as the bad doesn't happen, but if the bad doesn't happen, how do we identify the good? Anyhow we should all wish for the good to last...
Since near a year ago till today, every month, every week, everyday, every minute and every secs, i did what i've wanted to do and i said what i've wanted to say for i know there is a possibility that i i might be gone tomorrow (i.e. die or get abducted by aliens) its not necessary a pessimistic thinking but it gives me a different approach towards life and living (probably optimistic from another view). In simpler words, ....(you all will know what that is)......
the good will last as long as the bad doesn't happen, but if the bad doesn't happen, how do we identify the good? Anyhow we should all wish for the good to last...
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Lesson 081006, 12hrs of lecture and tutorials
This particular post could be rathr difficult to write...till now since more liek 12 hrs ago.....i still can't find a peace of mind. i appreciate every move made and every thoughts taken. And no doubt questions marks will continue to find a presence in my mind over thoughts and actions taken.
Worry not about trust for i will only tell you my most genuine thoughts and not bend my words. If it continues to stay this way, the trust will not be betrayed and i will continue to feel the sincerity i have felt.
not necessary everything is wrong. there is no right or wrong, only as said earlier, do what your heart tells you to. do not take opinions as suggestions or even intructions. opinions are what i thought could be best for u. whether you take that route, i will still continue to provide my most sincere words.
Worry not about trust for i will only tell you my most genuine thoughts and not bend my words. If it continues to stay this way, the trust will not be betrayed and i will continue to feel the sincerity i have felt.
not necessary everything is wrong. there is no right or wrong, only as said earlier, do what your heart tells you to. do not take opinions as suggestions or even intructions. opinions are what i thought could be best for u. whether you take that route, i will still continue to provide my most sincere words.
Friday, October 06, 2006
ever the same...
the more i wait, the more i think and the more i plan, my army would have long been destroyed. thanks for the reminder.
Still in the office doing some irritating projects for wisma.....some giant lollipops you might probably see in town tomorrow.....some roller-bladers(is there such a term?) will be armed with a giant lollipop each weaving through the crowds of orchard fanning and clearing up the haze alittle and at the same time promoting this new place i suppose....think its a brilliant and functional concept. but then to me this proj is still irritating...ok, this paragragh is negligible.
Still in the office doing some irritating projects for wisma.....some giant lollipops you might probably see in town tomorrow.....some roller-bladers(is there such a term?) will be armed with a giant lollipop each weaving through the crowds of orchard fanning and clearing up the haze alittle and at the same time promoting this new place i suppose....think its a brilliant and functional concept. but then to me this proj is still irritating...ok, this paragragh is negligible.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
BT playing, KH writing
not all consequences are that hard to bear, sometimes just gotta think less "hard"
For some reasons, i logged on to the long forgotten friendster after such a long time.....I spent quite abit of time on it and was reading through the testimonials......i read and checked the date repeatedly, its 2006 no doubt, it sets me to think how fast the time just passes without me knowing it. it just occurs to me that some people do write stuff which they can't really promise and unsure of. How many people can actually vouched for what they have said themselves....... They changed slowly not noticing it and have since thrown those rubbish text into the bin. They no longer value what they have said or rather, they have no control over it. the subconscious state of our mind developing makes us think less of the passed? anyway, i know what i am talking about, but i don't know what i am writing about. Don't bother to crack your head over this. Alright enough of nonsenses. Here's the real deal.
031006-fosseldragerrebmemerotthgina...
Coincidental it was, Not the way i expect it to turn out, Not all things goes as planned, the catalyst injected, crude jokes and laughter filled the air, didn't feel good about it for it wasn't the way i wanted it to be, but not all things are under a single control, it spills and it creates an effect, the mysterious route that strangely leads one thing to another in an unexplainable order. 2mugs felt like 2 jugs it was.
For some reasons, i logged on to the long forgotten friendster after such a long time.....I spent quite abit of time on it and was reading through the testimonials......i read and checked the date repeatedly, its 2006 no doubt, it sets me to think how fast the time just passes without me knowing it. it just occurs to me that some people do write stuff which they can't really promise and unsure of. How many people can actually vouched for what they have said themselves....... They changed slowly not noticing it and have since thrown those rubbish text into the bin. They no longer value what they have said or rather, they have no control over it. the subconscious state of our mind developing makes us think less of the passed? anyway, i know what i am talking about, but i don't know what i am writing about. Don't bother to crack your head over this. Alright enough of nonsenses. Here's the real deal.
031006-fosseldragerrebmemerotthgina...
Coincidental it was, Not the way i expect it to turn out, Not all things goes as planned, the catalyst injected, crude jokes and laughter filled the air, didn't feel good about it for it wasn't the way i wanted it to be, but not all things are under a single control, it spills and it creates an effect, the mysterious route that strangely leads one thing to another in an unexplainable order. 2mugs felt like 2 jugs it was.
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