圣诞节

那天她说，“耿豪，一年了。很快呵”。 这样的一句话让我有一股莫明的感动 。谢谢 :)

what happened in december

In comparison, november was probably the worst month for me. The talkings, the arguments, the ill decisions, etc. I almost thought i was losing it. But somehow it made me a better and stronger person when it came into december.

I am glad of the situations that i came in contact with and how i dealt with them. Its a pretty much self realisation journey for me this december. Being the season of joy and love, I was seeking deep within my soul trying to get onto the path which i deem as right. I supposed i didn't tried too hard, and it just came naturally. Dealing with emotional issues, inter-personal management and some flaws with my own personalities. On top of that, in general, how i see life and treat the various elements of it was also taken into notice. 

Other then just self-realisation out of nowhere, I think the love and encouragement i felt recently was a huge driving force. I was glad i was able to help and to give inorder to help myself. Grateful that i failed and i fell inorder to pick myself up again and again countless times to feel that small pinch of success. all the bad i felt inorder to want to make myself feel right again.

Many may not have known, but thank to all those that came into the picture.

merry xmas, my beautiful december.