ouchhhh......

sensational morning.......when i landed akwardly with the outside of my left leg.....for that spilt second of enjoying my still "workable left foot"......i know wats gonna come right next after would be a very "long forgotten" feel of pain that makes me squashed my eyes shut enjoying that sensation.....it wasn't the pain that was hurting....it was the feeling of my tissues ripping thru' the point of impact beneath my skin that hurts....it was a disgusting and nauseous one...... its like squeezing a sealed up pack of grass jelly so hard that everything burst out.....

so much for my sharing.....now going to recieve more tormentation from my father....sure it will hurt more but it helps.....