feeling bold and just imagining i am talking to a wall right here, i daringly pen down my title for my post today as the thought suddenly struck me just when i was about to head for my shower.
maybe its time, maybe its desperation, maybe its the feeling of insecurities of this unpredictable world that triggers this thought. i know the reasons very well why she hasn't appear.....maybe i was being stupid, but all that belongs to the past. if there is one more thing i have to be afraid about now, it has got to be this - not being able to find someone that i can truly love....its scary, almost as fearful as the "2310".
my mom suddenly has the kick recently for questioning about my singlehood status. i was taken aback, i was shocked and i had nothing much to say. its the first time ever she asked about this in such a concerned manner. of cos there is no standard procedure to finding the "right one"...so i did not bother to explain that i delibrately missed some steps or avoided the short cut.......
maybe its all the love that is in the air recently that causes this..........my friends, my cousins, my family, the kind neighbour, the courtesy bus uncle etc......
loving love and love loving......it feels good
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