Goodbye October.

October has been marvelous. The people that i hang out with, the gatherings we had, the books that i am trying to read, the work that i am engaged in, the people that i am talking to, the movies that i have watched, the songs that i am listening to, the thoughts that are constantly being run thru' and the person i am trying to be.

Strangely, as i am typing here, i wonder how i would interpret all these lines and lines of text 3-4 years down the road. Nevertheless, for me to find out by then. Thou, its incredibly nonsensical for me to say whatever i am saying now.

There were 5 weekends in oct. The reason for highlighting this is because it has really been a fulfilling and interesting month. There was the picnic at botanical gardens, trial run at east coast park, my surprise birthday party, nike 10km run, 3d2n mbs stay, zhichar dinner and ktv session on the final one. These things that we do, really meant alot for me. Can't imagine how it will be like not having our path crossed. The surprise party really blew me away. Thou' they can't tell from my face, i was really really touched and over-whelmed with everyone taking their time off to come spend alil time with you. All the trouble and really the time spent. I appreciate every single nano bit of it. All those that matters really made me feel much loved and that i needed to do something for them. Maybe something for me for them.

By the way, recently i have been marveled by this girl. She inspires me. I am glad that our path crossed and till date, almost unknowingly i have accumulated utmost admiration for her dedication, drive and beliefs.

KH, i know i haven't been keeping up. Haven't been good enough.
On a side note, we all know how some stuff sometimes gives us the drive, the push and the motivational factor. I got that feeling alot recently. From the surprise party, from movies etc.. I wanna keep that feeling going.

Been having more regular meetings at T3 tcc, jar complained its alil too ex. But to think of it, maybe that expensive pot of tea could be a motivational push and make everyone work harder?

goodbye, october affair.